This is a quick post to share some things Will has asked me lately:
1. Mommy, does the Devil have bones?
2. Mommy, do Angels have bones?
3. Mommy, why did God choose Mary to have The King Of Kings (He really did!)
4. Mommy, why were you born before me? (He asks this at least 10 times per day! I got so tired of answering it that I finally said, "Will I give you the same answer everyday...if you don't believe me then ask Jesus!)
5. Mommy, which is meaner...the grinch or the devil?
6. Recently, when we picked up Wes from the sitter...Will looked around and asked Teresa, "How did you pay for all this"
7. He also asked me if Jesus had sketchers...or something like that...it had to do with Jesus and a pair of shoes...lol :)
8. Mommy...do we have church in the mornin if I'm sick? Me: no, but you are better now so we will be goin. "Well mommy I think I'm gonna be sick then"
The list goes on and on! There is never a dull moment with him!
At Amazing Glaze the other day, he says to me (and there are people all around us) "Mommy, why do you always say bad words" (First of all, I don't!) I said "Will I don't say bad words" He said "mommy you are tellin a story" So I start laughing and he starts laughing because we both know that he is puttin on a show! I said, ok if I say bad things then what do I say...he said "you call me stupid and you call me a pretty princess" all the while he is laughing so hard he can barely answer me...and so is his audience! He is normally so quiet, but not that day! And I promise you, I don't say bad words!
Friday, January 7, 2011
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Birthday Post
I want to start by acknowledging Darel's birthday. It's 11:48pm as I type this, and he would have been seventy-five today. It's always been easy for me to remember his birthday since ours is one day apart. I will be thirty-four tomorrow (six minutes away to be exact) and he had been in my life since I was only three. Happy Birthday Darel...I love and miss you very much.
It's been over five months since my last post, and since it's now my birthday (12:03am) I figured I would list thirty-four random things about myself that you may or may not know.
1. I was born on December 30, 1976 in Dothan, AL...it snowed that year, a lot!
2. My name is Jennifer Kelly, and I was almost Jennifer Shelly. My granny Horton wanted my mom to name me Agatha (God rest her soul...)
3. As a child, my favorite show was The Price Is Right...and if you asked me my name I would always tell you "Jennifer Kelly Horton come on down"
4. At twenty-two months old, I almost died from simply inhaling a liquid that was used to put livestock (such as cows) to sleep. My stomach had to be pumped and it is truly a miracle that I survived. I still have a small scar as a reminder.
5. I have 4 siblings, 2 sisters and 2 brothers...and I am the "middle child"
6. I attended three elementary schools: A school in Springfield, Ma., Lovell Elem in Apopka, then NSPS in Wildwood. I started NSPS at the end of my 2nd grade year.
7. I once broke into a school...while on a double date. We didn't actually "break in"...we simply lifted the window and crawled in! Very different! Really!
8. I use to think my eyes were purchased at Sears
9. I share a birthday with Tiger Woods, Lebron James, & Matt Lauer
10. I love to read
11. I was voted "best dancer" in the 8th grade (so corny!)
12. My best friend and I actually won a dance-off at a club in Leesburg (too funny!)
13. I have had the same two best friends for 18 years...we actually have a dinner date next Tuesday ;)
14. I am really good at keeping secrets.
15. I graduated from USF in May 2001
16. My favorite job (while in school) was working in the jewelry dept. @ Service Merchandise
17. I have been a teacher for four years and I LOVE what I do (although this is by far my most challenging year!)
18. My first car was an 86 Toyota Camry
19. My 3rd car was the first one I purchased, it was a 99 Chevy Malibu (and my least favorite car)
20. I learned how to drive by driving an old Chevy around the pastures at my house in Oxford
21. I Consider myself a leader. I have never been a follower!
22. Before I had children, I never cried. Now I cry over sad commercials.
23. I have a really, really bad temper...if provoked.
24. I am optimistic, and a procrastinator.
25. I often play the role of devils advocate
26. I miscarried my first baby in December 2005
27. I love a good nap! I could seriously take one daily.
28. I have been in two car accidents. Neither was my fault.
29. I have not had a speeding ticket since 98
30. I was the President of my Senior Class
31. I was voted Homecoming queen my senior year (it was obviously a popularity contest and not based on looks!)
32. My little brother and sister call me "Jitt Jitt", and to some of my family I am "Jennabug"
33. I LOVE the beach! Especially the gulf coast beaches.
34. I love my husband and my boys, my life really is so blessed!
It's been over five months since my last post, and since it's now my birthday (12:03am) I figured I would list thirty-four random things about myself that you may or may not know.
1. I was born on December 30, 1976 in Dothan, AL...it snowed that year, a lot!
2. My name is Jennifer Kelly, and I was almost Jennifer Shelly. My granny Horton wanted my mom to name me Agatha (God rest her soul...)
3. As a child, my favorite show was The Price Is Right...and if you asked me my name I would always tell you "Jennifer Kelly Horton come on down"
4. At twenty-two months old, I almost died from simply inhaling a liquid that was used to put livestock (such as cows) to sleep. My stomach had to be pumped and it is truly a miracle that I survived. I still have a small scar as a reminder.
5. I have 4 siblings, 2 sisters and 2 brothers...and I am the "middle child"
6. I attended three elementary schools: A school in Springfield, Ma., Lovell Elem in Apopka, then NSPS in Wildwood. I started NSPS at the end of my 2nd grade year.
7. I once broke into a school...while on a double date. We didn't actually "break in"...we simply lifted the window and crawled in! Very different! Really!
8. I use to think my eyes were purchased at Sears
9. I share a birthday with Tiger Woods, Lebron James, & Matt Lauer
10. I love to read
11. I was voted "best dancer" in the 8th grade (so corny!)
12. My best friend and I actually won a dance-off at a club in Leesburg (too funny!)
13. I have had the same two best friends for 18 years...we actually have a dinner date next Tuesday ;)
14. I am really good at keeping secrets.
15. I graduated from USF in May 2001
16. My favorite job (while in school) was working in the jewelry dept. @ Service Merchandise
17. I have been a teacher for four years and I LOVE what I do (although this is by far my most challenging year!)
18. My first car was an 86 Toyota Camry
19. My 3rd car was the first one I purchased, it was a 99 Chevy Malibu (and my least favorite car)
20. I learned how to drive by driving an old Chevy around the pastures at my house in Oxford
21. I Consider myself a leader. I have never been a follower!
22. Before I had children, I never cried. Now I cry over sad commercials.
23. I have a really, really bad temper...if provoked.
24. I am optimistic, and a procrastinator.
25. I often play the role of devils advocate
26. I miscarried my first baby in December 2005
27. I love a good nap! I could seriously take one daily.
28. I have been in two car accidents. Neither was my fault.
29. I have not had a speeding ticket since 98
30. I was the President of my Senior Class
31. I was voted Homecoming queen my senior year (it was obviously a popularity contest and not based on looks!)
32. My little brother and sister call me "Jitt Jitt", and to some of my family I am "Jennabug"
33. I LOVE the beach! Especially the gulf coast beaches.
34. I love my husband and my boys, my life really is so blessed!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
A difficult week.
This week will be, and has been one of the toughest weeks I've had in a long time. This is my last week at home with my boys as a SAHM. I thought I was ready to go back to work, I thought I was ready for "adult conversation" and "a paycheck". But to be honest, I want to stay home. I'm am breaking apart inside, and I want nothing more than to wake up to the sound of Wes banging his passi on the crib and not to the sound of loud beeps. I want to make cinnamon rolls for my boys and watch Nick Jr. I want to go outside and sit on the porch while Wes is in his bouncer, and while Will runs in his "fast shoes". I can catch up on "adult conversation" another day. And I would continue budgeting on one paycheck forever. I want to stay home...but we have planned this and I have accepted a position at WMHS. I know I will get "use to it" but my heart is in a million pieces right now.
I am also sad because Will has to stay at pre-school all day (till 3pm). I'm sad that he has to nap on a mat and not in his bed holding his favorite pillow.
I'm sad that Wes will be with a sitter that has more than one child. I am so thankful for her, don't get me wrong. But I wish a family member could keep him and give him that "one-on-one attention" that I gave him.
I'm sad....because I really want to stay home.
I will miss taking them to Ckick-fil-a for breakfast.
I will miss taking them to the pool.
I will miss watching them drive each other crazy.
I will miss the eight hours a day that I am about to lose with them.
I just want to be home with my boys....
I am also sad because the man that I called my step-dad for the past thirty years, is dying. He has days to live. One day I will write a post just about him. Many of you know him...Darel is his name. He is a huge part of my life...and I'm so sad that my days with him are numbered.
This is such a hard week for me friends...I can barely see my screen to type. My days with Darel are numbered, my days as a SAHM are numbered, watching daily milestones with Wes are numbered...it's just a hard week and I will probably cry more this week than I have in a very long time.
I really want to stay home....
And I'm not ready to send my step-dad home...
I am also sad because Will has to stay at pre-school all day (till 3pm). I'm sad that he has to nap on a mat and not in his bed holding his favorite pillow.
I'm sad that Wes will be with a sitter that has more than one child. I am so thankful for her, don't get me wrong. But I wish a family member could keep him and give him that "one-on-one attention" that I gave him.
I'm sad....because I really want to stay home.
I will miss taking them to Ckick-fil-a for breakfast.
I will miss taking them to the pool.
I will miss watching them drive each other crazy.
I will miss the eight hours a day that I am about to lose with them.
I just want to be home with my boys....
I am also sad because the man that I called my step-dad for the past thirty years, is dying. He has days to live. One day I will write a post just about him. Many of you know him...Darel is his name. He is a huge part of my life...and I'm so sad that my days with him are numbered.
This is such a hard week for me friends...I can barely see my screen to type. My days with Darel are numbered, my days as a SAHM are numbered, watching daily milestones with Wes are numbered...it's just a hard week and I will probably cry more this week than I have in a very long time.
I really want to stay home....
And I'm not ready to send my step-dad home...
Monday, June 28, 2010
A few updates
I don't know why...but I feel like I need to explain myself in regards to my last post.
I have stressed my desire for a "simple" life. I guess I'm just tired of clutter. I look around at all the stuff in my home and I can't believe I have accumulated so much. None of it means anything to me really. And Will has more toys than he knows what to do with. What I mean by simple...I guess I just want less stuff. I want to entertain Will more than I want him to be entertained by his toys. I don't want Nick Jr to teach him the things that I need to be teaching him. I know what I'm feeling and thinking...it's just hard to put it all in words without talking in circles. I'm sure you get the point though :)
Well...I did not get the gifted position. There were three interviews given, and of the three I was the only one NOT certified. So I wasn't chosen, and that's ok. BUT the ESE Head told me that she recommended that I move forward with my certification. She said I had a great interview and thinks I would be a great fit for the position. Unfortunately she "had" to go with someone that was certified (which I expected). She also said she would like to see that area grow, and might possibly hire a 2nd person in the future. So I do plan on working on my certification.
On August 2nd I will resume my previous position as "special needs" ESE teacher. I am actually looking forward to going back to work. Will starts VPK in August, and my neighbor will keep Wes at my house. So I feel good about how everything will work out :)
I am looking forward to these next 5 weeks and being home with my boys. I plan on making the most of our time.
Lastly, Wes turns one on July 7th! He isn't walking just yet, at least not on his own. He walks around everything as long as he's holding on to something..he just won't let go.
I'm getting Will's & Wes' pictures done tomorrow and I can't wait :) I will be sure to post them here and on facebook.
Jen
I have stressed my desire for a "simple" life. I guess I'm just tired of clutter. I look around at all the stuff in my home and I can't believe I have accumulated so much. None of it means anything to me really. And Will has more toys than he knows what to do with. What I mean by simple...I guess I just want less stuff. I want to entertain Will more than I want him to be entertained by his toys. I don't want Nick Jr to teach him the things that I need to be teaching him. I know what I'm feeling and thinking...it's just hard to put it all in words without talking in circles. I'm sure you get the point though :)
Well...I did not get the gifted position. There were three interviews given, and of the three I was the only one NOT certified. So I wasn't chosen, and that's ok. BUT the ESE Head told me that she recommended that I move forward with my certification. She said I had a great interview and thinks I would be a great fit for the position. Unfortunately she "had" to go with someone that was certified (which I expected). She also said she would like to see that area grow, and might possibly hire a 2nd person in the future. So I do plan on working on my certification.
On August 2nd I will resume my previous position as "special needs" ESE teacher. I am actually looking forward to going back to work. Will starts VPK in August, and my neighbor will keep Wes at my house. So I feel good about how everything will work out :)
I am looking forward to these next 5 weeks and being home with my boys. I plan on making the most of our time.
Lastly, Wes turns one on July 7th! He isn't walking just yet, at least not on his own. He walks around everything as long as he's holding on to something..he just won't let go.
I'm getting Will's & Wes' pictures done tomorrow and I can't wait :) I will be sure to post them here and on facebook.
Jen
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Yet another random post...
Well, school is officially out as of Friday June 11th. I can't believe Wes is 11 months, and I can't believe Will starts VPK in August! Where does the time go?!
Wes has not started walking yet. He walks all around the furniture but always holds on! When we try to work with him, he immediately sits. He is such a stinker! It looks like he plans on doing things in HIS time! He is doing some talking..not too much though. He can say mama, dada, nana, and buba (I'm not sure if he actually realizes what he's sayin, lol) OH...and he growls! It's the funniest thing but can be so aggravating! I can't wait till he can actually communicate with us!
Will is such a special little boy. He amazes me with his deep love for family and friends. I've told you all before, but he tells me he loves me more times than I can count in a day. And he tells his friends he loves them too. Sadly, most of them don't reply but Will doesn't care. He just wants them to know he loves them. He really is so sweet spirited.
I have an interview tomorrow for the Gifted Teacher position...FINALLY! If I don't get the position, I truly will be fine with that. I have prayed for God's will...so if the door opens, then I know it's God's will. If the door closes, I know it's God's will. I have completely put this in HIS hands and want the position ONLY if it's meant to be.
We have not put our house up for sale yet. I think we will do so in August or September.
Oh, Will was voted "Most Athletic" is his pre-k superlatives. I was NOT surprised! You should seriously see him hit a ball, swing a club, throw a football, etc. He amazes me and Joey with his strength! Also, he JUST turned 4 and wears a size 13 shoe and sizes 5 & 6 in boys. We are completely out of the toddler section! He was actually out of the toddler section before he turned 4. Of course Joey is a proud daddy ;)
I told you this would be random.
I have a strong desire to have a very simple life. Not that my life is super glamorous, or incredibly busy. But I truly have no desire to buy "things" and collect "things". I'd love to sell everything I own that's unnecessary. Seriously! I was in nanny's house last night and it's so small! And I thought...I'd be so happy here. My house is about 1900 square feet (average size) and her house is about 1000 square feet (maybe!) and I would welcome the change! Half the things that consume our lives just sit there! We walk past our "things" but rarely do we use them! So why have them! And toys!? Our kids really don't want "things" either! Pay attention to your children...what they want is YOUR attention! Call me crazy...but I really want a simple life. I don't ever want Wii or Xbox (or whatever is popular) to keep my kids attention. I want to be outside with them, playing and making memories. To me, that's simple.
Don't get me wrong...I eventually want to build a nice home for my family. But I still want a simple life when I live in it. I don't want to live beyond my means. I don't want everything I own to be financed (and it's not now thank God!). I want us to go camping, and fishing, and hunting....and to the beach ;) What I don't want is all the latest, greatest "gadgets" and "things". Am I making sense?
I told you this would be random.
Anyway, I will keep you posted about my position.
And everything else ;)
Wes has not started walking yet. He walks all around the furniture but always holds on! When we try to work with him, he immediately sits. He is such a stinker! It looks like he plans on doing things in HIS time! He is doing some talking..not too much though. He can say mama, dada, nana, and buba (I'm not sure if he actually realizes what he's sayin, lol) OH...and he growls! It's the funniest thing but can be so aggravating! I can't wait till he can actually communicate with us!
Will is such a special little boy. He amazes me with his deep love for family and friends. I've told you all before, but he tells me he loves me more times than I can count in a day. And he tells his friends he loves them too. Sadly, most of them don't reply but Will doesn't care. He just wants them to know he loves them. He really is so sweet spirited.
I have an interview tomorrow for the Gifted Teacher position...FINALLY! If I don't get the position, I truly will be fine with that. I have prayed for God's will...so if the door opens, then I know it's God's will. If the door closes, I know it's God's will. I have completely put this in HIS hands and want the position ONLY if it's meant to be.
We have not put our house up for sale yet. I think we will do so in August or September.
Oh, Will was voted "Most Athletic" is his pre-k superlatives. I was NOT surprised! You should seriously see him hit a ball, swing a club, throw a football, etc. He amazes me and Joey with his strength! Also, he JUST turned 4 and wears a size 13 shoe and sizes 5 & 6 in boys. We are completely out of the toddler section! He was actually out of the toddler section before he turned 4. Of course Joey is a proud daddy ;)
I told you this would be random.
I have a strong desire to have a very simple life. Not that my life is super glamorous, or incredibly busy. But I truly have no desire to buy "things" and collect "things". I'd love to sell everything I own that's unnecessary. Seriously! I was in nanny's house last night and it's so small! And I thought...I'd be so happy here. My house is about 1900 square feet (average size) and her house is about 1000 square feet (maybe!) and I would welcome the change! Half the things that consume our lives just sit there! We walk past our "things" but rarely do we use them! So why have them! And toys!? Our kids really don't want "things" either! Pay attention to your children...what they want is YOUR attention! Call me crazy...but I really want a simple life. I don't ever want Wii or Xbox (or whatever is popular) to keep my kids attention. I want to be outside with them, playing and making memories. To me, that's simple.
Don't get me wrong...I eventually want to build a nice home for my family. But I still want a simple life when I live in it. I don't want to live beyond my means. I don't want everything I own to be financed (and it's not now thank God!). I want us to go camping, and fishing, and hunting....and to the beach ;) What I don't want is all the latest, greatest "gadgets" and "things". Am I making sense?
I told you this would be random.
Anyway, I will keep you posted about my position.
And everything else ;)
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Catching Up
Well, this post will be very random. Scattered in thoughts mostly. But I wanted to share whats going on with me :)
I plan on going back to work on August 2nd, although I have no idea of the position I will be in. I applied for the Gifted Teacher position, and it's the top one on my list! I really want that position so bad! I was offered the position back when I was pregnant with Will, but for many reasons I decided to stay with SunTrust and it worked out for the best that way. I also applied for an elementary position at Lake Pan. I'm hoping to get called this upcoming week for interviews. I have spoken to Hamp and I am welcome to come back to WMHS, but he cannot tell me which position will be available for me until the 2nd week in June. He knows I have applied for other positions and supports me 100%. He really has been so great to work with! So please keep me in your prayers! Please pray (cough, cough...that I will get the Gifted position) for God's will ;)
Wes will be one year old on July 7th! That's maybe 6 or 7 weeks away! Can you believe how quickly time has passed! He is so wonderful, and we are so blessed to have him! Will is a perfect big brother and I'm just so proud of him!
Joey and I are thinking seriously about selling our house. If we invested the money to fix it the way we wanted it, then we would not even break even on selling our home. As it stands now, we would make money.
We are thinking of selling our home (if in this economy it does sell) and renting Nanny's house for maybe one or two years. Our goal is to continue living solely off Joey's pay and completely banking mine. Then in about 2 years, we would either build or buy a house that suits our family's needs. Her house is incredibly small! Only 2 bedrooms, and 1 bath...so it would be a big change and a sacrifice of space. But in the end, we would have a NICE down payment and our only debt would be our home. And it wouldn't be a bad debt because we will have put down more than 20% and could probably do a 15 year mtg on a home that we planned on living in for a long time. What do you guys think?? Has anyone ever done anything like this? Let me know your thoughts, concerns, etc. We still have to talk to Nanny's kids (Joeys mom and her two brothers) but I'm sure they would have no problem with us renting. And Joey and I have to decide if this is what we really want to do. It sounds like a good idea to us at the moment.
(Cyndi your dad doesn't know our plan just yet but I do know the three siblings are looking to rent her house out to help cover the upkeep, land taxes, etc)
I have been working with a personal trainer for about 6 weeks (I had a gold party and my income paid for the trainer!) Now my time is up and I work out on my own. My trainer really pushed me and now I feel so much better about what to do when I am on my own. I didn't lose any weight but I feel so much stronger, and more knowledgeable. I use to leave the gym with barely a little moisture on my neck (before I used a personal trainer)...but now when I leave I have to shower immediately! It's really a great feeling! I work out 3 days a week for a little over an hour each visit. I have also been doing the "couch to 5k" at the gym. Running on the treadmill is a great way to start. It gets my blood and heart pumping and I am energized to keep up the pace for the remaining hour.
Wes was dedicated on Mother's Day! That was very special for me! We had Will dedicated on Mother's Day also. :)
Well....that's all I can think of right now! My family is blessed daily, we are happy, in love, and thankful for our lives together!!!
Hope all is well with you!
I plan on going back to work on August 2nd, although I have no idea of the position I will be in. I applied for the Gifted Teacher position, and it's the top one on my list! I really want that position so bad! I was offered the position back when I was pregnant with Will, but for many reasons I decided to stay with SunTrust and it worked out for the best that way. I also applied for an elementary position at Lake Pan. I'm hoping to get called this upcoming week for interviews. I have spoken to Hamp and I am welcome to come back to WMHS, but he cannot tell me which position will be available for me until the 2nd week in June. He knows I have applied for other positions and supports me 100%. He really has been so great to work with! So please keep me in your prayers! Please pray (cough, cough...that I will get the Gifted position) for God's will ;)
Wes will be one year old on July 7th! That's maybe 6 or 7 weeks away! Can you believe how quickly time has passed! He is so wonderful, and we are so blessed to have him! Will is a perfect big brother and I'm just so proud of him!
Joey and I are thinking seriously about selling our house. If we invested the money to fix it the way we wanted it, then we would not even break even on selling our home. As it stands now, we would make money.
We are thinking of selling our home (if in this economy it does sell) and renting Nanny's house for maybe one or two years. Our goal is to continue living solely off Joey's pay and completely banking mine. Then in about 2 years, we would either build or buy a house that suits our family's needs. Her house is incredibly small! Only 2 bedrooms, and 1 bath...so it would be a big change and a sacrifice of space. But in the end, we would have a NICE down payment and our only debt would be our home. And it wouldn't be a bad debt because we will have put down more than 20% and could probably do a 15 year mtg on a home that we planned on living in for a long time. What do you guys think?? Has anyone ever done anything like this? Let me know your thoughts, concerns, etc. We still have to talk to Nanny's kids (Joeys mom and her two brothers) but I'm sure they would have no problem with us renting. And Joey and I have to decide if this is what we really want to do. It sounds like a good idea to us at the moment.
(Cyndi your dad doesn't know our plan just yet but I do know the three siblings are looking to rent her house out to help cover the upkeep, land taxes, etc)
I have been working with a personal trainer for about 6 weeks (I had a gold party and my income paid for the trainer!) Now my time is up and I work out on my own. My trainer really pushed me and now I feel so much better about what to do when I am on my own. I didn't lose any weight but I feel so much stronger, and more knowledgeable. I use to leave the gym with barely a little moisture on my neck (before I used a personal trainer)...but now when I leave I have to shower immediately! It's really a great feeling! I work out 3 days a week for a little over an hour each visit. I have also been doing the "couch to 5k" at the gym. Running on the treadmill is a great way to start. It gets my blood and heart pumping and I am energized to keep up the pace for the remaining hour.
Wes was dedicated on Mother's Day! That was very special for me! We had Will dedicated on Mother's Day also. :)
Well....that's all I can think of right now! My family is blessed daily, we are happy, in love, and thankful for our lives together!!!
Hope all is well with you!
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Time well spent. Time wasted.
Lately...I have thought about my life in general. The older I get, the more I value my life, each moment I have, and how I can best live my life. I'm starting to realize all the things that really matter...but most importantly, I am realizing the many things that do not matter at all.
Think about what I just typed. Why is it more important to realize those things that "don't matter?"
Well...if you think about it, we allow our lives to be consumed with crap!
If you stop focusing on "crap" then maybe you can actually use your imagination to do and try new things. Like: Spend time with people that you know you need to. Show Love more. Say "I love you" more often. Get off your cell phone for a change. Actually turn it off while your driving. Sign on your computer only when the children are napping or are in bed for the night. Love on your animals. Go for a walk, go to the park, have a picnic...the list goes on. Use your imagination.
Ask yourself some of these questions, if they don't apply to you, sit back and think of your own.
***Scenario*** American Idol was great tonight...that Lee and Casey guy sure are cute. Hey why don't I post a question on FB...and say something like..."Who will leave Idol tonight?"....that will probably get a lot of posts!
***Seriously...does it matter who wins Idol this season? Can you remember right off the top of your head who won season 3? Do you go out and buy their CD's? What could you have done for 2 hours that was actually memorable? What did you gain by watching Idol? The answer? Entertainment. It's all about entertainment!!
I could have used Grey's Anatomy, Dancing With The Stars, Desperate Housewives, Glee, The Bachelor/Bachelorette, etc.
Why do we allow JUNK to JUNK up our lives? I am guilty! But I realize it and I want to change!
If I live for Tuesday nights because of Idol, what am I gaining? Do I walk away having learned something? NO! I was simply entertained.
If I look forward to what Gabby is going to do this Sunday on Desperate Housewives, then what does that say about me? It says I look forward to a story that isn't real. I look forward to the "entertainment" and what it does for me.
If I put Wes down at 11am every morning so that I can watch THE VIEW, and I get mad because he won't go to sleep and is crying....then I seriously need to check myself. When THE VIEW is over...what will I have walked away with? Did I learn something new that I can apply to my life or was I entertained?
Listen friends...I am a fan of sitcoms and reality TV. And I record these shows. But from the bottom of my heart, I try to watch them only when my chores are done, and the kids are napping. There is a time for everything. And...if for some reason Idol didn't record..guess what? I DON'T CARE! I truly don't! These things do not consume me!
I love how Janet tried something new/different and took her kids to the park. I'm sure the satisfaction she felt, seeing her kids so happy....was far more satisfying than a show she recorded and finally watched. One year from now, she will not remember the details of her "show" but I can guarantee she and her children will remember that picnic! (Hope you don't mind me using you as an example!!)
I could go on and on. I could use hundreds of examples. But, it all boils down to this. Think about what you are doing right now, or what you have done so far today up until this point. If you could replay your moments, which ones would you omit? Which ones would you have used as a learning experience for your children (Thank you Jeanne) rather than yelling at them or spanking them? Which moments would you redo with more passion? Before you do something...ask yourself this..."Will I walk away from this with more knowledge? Will I make a difference by doing this? Will I miss an opportunity if I continue?"
I challenge each of you to omit something from your day that is routine. And add something new in it's place. But make that something GREAT :) Get off your butt, stop watching so much TV, stop texting, turn your cell phone off, play games with your children, don't let NICK JR raise your kids, wash those dishes later.
It's ok to make time for "junk". But use your own time. Not your family's time.
We are all guilty.
Think about what I just typed. Why is it more important to realize those things that "don't matter?"
Well...if you think about it, we allow our lives to be consumed with crap!
If you stop focusing on "crap" then maybe you can actually use your imagination to do and try new things. Like: Spend time with people that you know you need to. Show Love more. Say "I love you" more often. Get off your cell phone for a change. Actually turn it off while your driving. Sign on your computer only when the children are napping or are in bed for the night. Love on your animals. Go for a walk, go to the park, have a picnic...the list goes on. Use your imagination.
Ask yourself some of these questions, if they don't apply to you, sit back and think of your own.
***Scenario*** American Idol was great tonight...that Lee and Casey guy sure are cute. Hey why don't I post a question on FB...and say something like..."Who will leave Idol tonight?"....that will probably get a lot of posts!
***Seriously...does it matter who wins Idol this season? Can you remember right off the top of your head who won season 3? Do you go out and buy their CD's? What could you have done for 2 hours that was actually memorable? What did you gain by watching Idol? The answer? Entertainment. It's all about entertainment!!
I could have used Grey's Anatomy, Dancing With The Stars, Desperate Housewives, Glee, The Bachelor/Bachelorette, etc.
Why do we allow JUNK to JUNK up our lives? I am guilty! But I realize it and I want to change!
If I live for Tuesday nights because of Idol, what am I gaining? Do I walk away having learned something? NO! I was simply entertained.
If I look forward to what Gabby is going to do this Sunday on Desperate Housewives, then what does that say about me? It says I look forward to a story that isn't real. I look forward to the "entertainment" and what it does for me.
If I put Wes down at 11am every morning so that I can watch THE VIEW, and I get mad because he won't go to sleep and is crying....then I seriously need to check myself. When THE VIEW is over...what will I have walked away with? Did I learn something new that I can apply to my life or was I entertained?
Listen friends...I am a fan of sitcoms and reality TV. And I record these shows. But from the bottom of my heart, I try to watch them only when my chores are done, and the kids are napping. There is a time for everything. And...if for some reason Idol didn't record..guess what? I DON'T CARE! I truly don't! These things do not consume me!
I love how Janet tried something new/different and took her kids to the park. I'm sure the satisfaction she felt, seeing her kids so happy....was far more satisfying than a show she recorded and finally watched. One year from now, she will not remember the details of her "show" but I can guarantee she and her children will remember that picnic! (Hope you don't mind me using you as an example!!)
I could go on and on. I could use hundreds of examples. But, it all boils down to this. Think about what you are doing right now, or what you have done so far today up until this point. If you could replay your moments, which ones would you omit? Which ones would you have used as a learning experience for your children (Thank you Jeanne) rather than yelling at them or spanking them? Which moments would you redo with more passion? Before you do something...ask yourself this..."Will I walk away from this with more knowledge? Will I make a difference by doing this? Will I miss an opportunity if I continue?"
I challenge each of you to omit something from your day that is routine. And add something new in it's place. But make that something GREAT :) Get off your butt, stop watching so much TV, stop texting, turn your cell phone off, play games with your children, don't let NICK JR raise your kids, wash those dishes later.
It's ok to make time for "junk". But use your own time. Not your family's time.
We are all guilty.
Monday, March 29, 2010
school.
It's almost April, and I can't believe I have been home for almost 10 months. I can't believe Wes will be 9 months in less than one week! Time has flown by, and all the things I said I would accomplish...well I haven't.
As we get closer to August, I have much to think and pray about. Where will I work? At which school will I get a job? Originally, when I took a leave of absence, everything was all figured out and I knew what to expect. Well things have changed. The teacher that was going to retire is still retiring. But the county is NOT replacing her, they are simply merging her class with a class at the south end. So my hopes of going back to MY position, or to the retired teachers position, have changed. When I took a "leave" I gave up my position. So I don't know if that's an option for me. They may or may not like the current teacher...they may really like her a lot. Either way, I wouldn't want them to not renew her contract just because I have tenure over her. That is NOT the right thing to do.
I do/did love my job as an ESE teacher, teaching children with special needs. But now that I have a child approaching school age, it's not about me anymore. It's about placing him in the BEST environment for HIM, and if that means me changing schools/jobs, then that's what I will do. But I would greatly miss WMHS, because I absolutely love everyone there (staff, kids, etc). It would be a difficult move.
I don't want to apply for a job at The Villages...at least not at this point. But I have made arrangements to shadow teachers at Wildwood Elementary, and Bushnell Elementary, and Galaxy Of Learning (Galaxy now has K and 1st grade). I want to shadow teachers for a few reasons. I want to see where I feel is the best all around school for Will. I also want to see if I am capable of teaching elementary age children. When I say "capable" I basically mean, "handle" the little ones. Can I mentally handle that age...all day?!
Part of me wants to work and send Will to Bushnell elementary. But until I visit each school I won't have a fair assessment. For the record, I will shadow teachers at WES for more than one day. I will only be at the other schools for one visit. I know it's not a true and accurate assessment of each school, but it's a start. And I think I will know what to do.
I may end of at the high school for one more year...but after that, I just don't know. Like I stated before, it's not about me anymore. I have to do what's best for my son and my family. And I have NO CLUE what that will be!!! It's very scary and many of you have already been there and already know what you feel comfortable with. I'd love your feedback...good or bad.
Will starts kindergarten next August. So my time is ticking. I pray that I make the right decision. Don't we all want whats best? Some of us have to make due with the choices we have. I feel blessed that I can change those choices only because I work in the school system. But that doesn't mean I will always be able to do the right thing, but I can certainly try!
Love to all,
Jen
As we get closer to August, I have much to think and pray about. Where will I work? At which school will I get a job? Originally, when I took a leave of absence, everything was all figured out and I knew what to expect. Well things have changed. The teacher that was going to retire is still retiring. But the county is NOT replacing her, they are simply merging her class with a class at the south end. So my hopes of going back to MY position, or to the retired teachers position, have changed. When I took a "leave" I gave up my position. So I don't know if that's an option for me. They may or may not like the current teacher...they may really like her a lot. Either way, I wouldn't want them to not renew her contract just because I have tenure over her. That is NOT the right thing to do.
I do/did love my job as an ESE teacher, teaching children with special needs. But now that I have a child approaching school age, it's not about me anymore. It's about placing him in the BEST environment for HIM, and if that means me changing schools/jobs, then that's what I will do. But I would greatly miss WMHS, because I absolutely love everyone there (staff, kids, etc). It would be a difficult move.
I don't want to apply for a job at The Villages...at least not at this point. But I have made arrangements to shadow teachers at Wildwood Elementary, and Bushnell Elementary, and Galaxy Of Learning (Galaxy now has K and 1st grade). I want to shadow teachers for a few reasons. I want to see where I feel is the best all around school for Will. I also want to see if I am capable of teaching elementary age children. When I say "capable" I basically mean, "handle" the little ones. Can I mentally handle that age...all day?!
Part of me wants to work and send Will to Bushnell elementary. But until I visit each school I won't have a fair assessment. For the record, I will shadow teachers at WES for more than one day. I will only be at the other schools for one visit. I know it's not a true and accurate assessment of each school, but it's a start. And I think I will know what to do.
I may end of at the high school for one more year...but after that, I just don't know. Like I stated before, it's not about me anymore. I have to do what's best for my son and my family. And I have NO CLUE what that will be!!! It's very scary and many of you have already been there and already know what you feel comfortable with. I'd love your feedback...good or bad.
Will starts kindergarten next August. So my time is ticking. I pray that I make the right decision. Don't we all want whats best? Some of us have to make due with the choices we have. I feel blessed that I can change those choices only because I work in the school system. But that doesn't mean I will always be able to do the right thing, but I can certainly try!
Love to all,
Jen
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Making some changes...
I have been thinking about my blog lately, and I am going to start making some changes and doing things a little different. I like Cyndi's idea when she mentioned that her blog is like her online journal. Cyndi said she likes being able to look back on things she has written...things she might have forgotten had she not written them down.
I agree with Cyndi.
I LOVE that people can read my blog, learn new things about me...and just learn new things (couponing for example!) But sometimes I say things that I want to write down but feel that YOU, the reader, may not really care about the topic as much as I did when I wrote it (Revelation post for example).
I am trying to do many things different in my life right now and I want to be able to blog about it without worrying if I will offend someone, or have someone think my ways or ideas are crazy. I have a lot to say, but I just don't write it down...
Also, my goal this year is to really get into "The Word". I lack so much in that area, and it's my #1 goal to really dovote time to God. And as I learn new things, I want to blog about it. As I did with my "Revelation" post.
So from now on...my posts will probably be all over the place. I may post about something in the bible, then I may post a recipe, then my parenting style, then I may post about something personal. So really...this will be my online journal.
Does anyone know how to somehow save all your posts to an archive somewhere? I remember MckMama posting about how to do that one time...please let me know how if you know!!!
Love to you all :)
Jen
I agree with Cyndi.
I LOVE that people can read my blog, learn new things about me...and just learn new things (couponing for example!) But sometimes I say things that I want to write down but feel that YOU, the reader, may not really care about the topic as much as I did when I wrote it (Revelation post for example).
I am trying to do many things different in my life right now and I want to be able to blog about it without worrying if I will offend someone, or have someone think my ways or ideas are crazy. I have a lot to say, but I just don't write it down...
Also, my goal this year is to really get into "The Word". I lack so much in that area, and it's my #1 goal to really dovote time to God. And as I learn new things, I want to blog about it. As I did with my "Revelation" post.
So from now on...my posts will probably be all over the place. I may post about something in the bible, then I may post a recipe, then my parenting style, then I may post about something personal. So really...this will be my online journal.
Does anyone know how to somehow save all your posts to an archive somewhere? I remember MckMama posting about how to do that one time...please let me know how if you know!!!
Love to you all :)
Jen
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
4 years ago today...
I can recall the details as if I had experienced them yesterday. I woke up at 6:02am with contractions about every 10-12 minutes. I woke Joey up and told him that he might need to call in work because I had a feeling it would be today (I was due the very next day). Joey basically said he would go in for a few hours and we would play it by ear...so I got in the shower and decided to take it easy. Well needless to say, I had about 3 contractions while I was in the shower...so Joey called in :)
We got to the hospital at 7:30am and I was only 3cm. Once I was in my room, Dr. Moffitt broke my water and gave me pitocin. I would have had Will by noon, but he had not "dropped" yet. So I had to lay on my left side for 30 min, push a few times, then lay on my right side for 30 min, then push a few times...and so on. It wasn't stressful at all. It was actually a pleasant experience and nothing like the horror stories I hear from others...with HOURS of labor. Finally around 2pm I had finally reached 6cm so Joey decided he and his dad would go to Wolfy's and have a good lunch. Well, by the time he sat down at Wolfy's, I was 10cm! I called and he was back at the hospital in no time! Once Moffitt was there, he asked me to give him a few practice pushes (which were great ones by the way!) and he realized I was fully capabale of pushing this baby out quickly!
William Joseph Ammons was born at 2:52pm on Thursday March 9th 2006. I didn't cry when he was born...I was shocked, overwhelmed...he was my firstborn. I didn't fall in love with him right away either. I loved him...but not like all the stories I'd heard about...I didn't feel that instant bond, a mother's love, die without you kind of love. I just simply loved him because I had just given birth to him.
Let me explain.
After I lost our first baby...I believe I slowly...very slowly, fell into a depression. It wasn't noticable by anyone, not even me. But I believe the loss of our baby triggered the beginning stages.
Months later I hit full blown depression. Something happened (it's personal) and I hit rock bottom. Not only was I depressed...I was also pregnant. Can you imagine the emotions?!
In December 2005, my position with SunTrust Bank was relocated to Orlando so I opted to take a severance payout and leave the bank instead of transferring with the position. I was due in March and I knew that I would be taking time off, so it actually all worked out great. I would have more time to myself, more time to rest, and more time to be depressed.
I was incredibly depressed. I cried myself to sleep every night. I sometimes cried till I threw up. Not because I was pregnant...but for "personal reasons". I was depressed. Like I needed meds kind of depressed. Like I almost ruined my marriage kind of depressed.
I barely ate food. I had to make myself drink a carnation instant breakfast every morning because I knew I had to at least feed my baby. And every day I cried while I rocked my stomach...and I prayed this prayer to God.."God...please let him be everything that I'm not. Please don't allow my emotions to pass on to him...let him be a happy baby, not a crying and miserable baby...like his mother is right now".
They say your emtions can pass on to your child. I HAD to make sure I didn't pass mine to Will. I prayed for that covering daily. But I NEVER asked God to fix me.
I gained 9.5 pounds during my pregnancy. At my 6 week check-up, not only had I lost the 9.5 pounds that I gained...but I had lost an additional 14 pounds. Yes it felt great to look good on the outside...but I was dying on the inside. I didn't gain much weight...because I didn't eat. Will weighed 8 lbs, and 10 oz, and was 22 inches long. So I was thankful for him being plump and healthy.
After I gave birth to Will...I was emotionally detached from him. I never wanted to hurt him. I've heard those stories too.
I remember when he was about 4 weeks old...my dad and step-mom came to visit him. My step-mom was on the floor, talking to him. And he coo'd at her. I had never heard his voice until that moment. I realized that I had never talked to him. I took care of him, bathed him, fed him, held him...but I had never talked to him.
After that, I prayed and I worked at fixing me. It wasn't an overnight fix. It took many months. I started getting out of the house with him, talking to him, and making up for the weeks that I had lost. With God's help...I guess I did "snap-out" of the depression. I must have because I gained 10pounds back!
I'm not sure why I shared my "depression" story with you. Or maybe it's a reminder to myself. But, when I look at Will, I never think about that horrible depression experience. I think about him being one of the loves of my life. My firstborn. My son. An incredible blessing.
Today, Will is everything that a parent would want their child to be. He is funny, sweet, talented, sensitive, incredibly loving, smart, and amazingly handsome. He does have many moments that all children go through...but overall he is a great kid!
"Did you ever think you could love someone so much?"
I remember hating when someone asked me that question. But I quickly fell in love with him (although not right away) and then I understood. And today, I would gladly give my life up for him.
The song "For you I will" is my song to him. I mean every word.
Enjoy the pictures :)
The 2 pictures below were taken just days before I gave birth.
Falling in love....
We got to the hospital at 7:30am and I was only 3cm. Once I was in my room, Dr. Moffitt broke my water and gave me pitocin. I would have had Will by noon, but he had not "dropped" yet. So I had to lay on my left side for 30 min, push a few times, then lay on my right side for 30 min, then push a few times...and so on. It wasn't stressful at all. It was actually a pleasant experience and nothing like the horror stories I hear from others...with HOURS of labor. Finally around 2pm I had finally reached 6cm so Joey decided he and his dad would go to Wolfy's and have a good lunch. Well, by the time he sat down at Wolfy's, I was 10cm! I called and he was back at the hospital in no time! Once Moffitt was there, he asked me to give him a few practice pushes (which were great ones by the way!) and he realized I was fully capabale of pushing this baby out quickly!
William Joseph Ammons was born at 2:52pm on Thursday March 9th 2006. I didn't cry when he was born...I was shocked, overwhelmed...he was my firstborn. I didn't fall in love with him right away either. I loved him...but not like all the stories I'd heard about...I didn't feel that instant bond, a mother's love, die without you kind of love. I just simply loved him because I had just given birth to him.
Let me explain.
After I lost our first baby...I believe I slowly...very slowly, fell into a depression. It wasn't noticable by anyone, not even me. But I believe the loss of our baby triggered the beginning stages.
Months later I hit full blown depression. Something happened (it's personal) and I hit rock bottom. Not only was I depressed...I was also pregnant. Can you imagine the emotions?!
In December 2005, my position with SunTrust Bank was relocated to Orlando so I opted to take a severance payout and leave the bank instead of transferring with the position. I was due in March and I knew that I would be taking time off, so it actually all worked out great. I would have more time to myself, more time to rest, and more time to be depressed.
I was incredibly depressed. I cried myself to sleep every night. I sometimes cried till I threw up. Not because I was pregnant...but for "personal reasons". I was depressed. Like I needed meds kind of depressed. Like I almost ruined my marriage kind of depressed.
I barely ate food. I had to make myself drink a carnation instant breakfast every morning because I knew I had to at least feed my baby. And every day I cried while I rocked my stomach...and I prayed this prayer to God.."God...please let him be everything that I'm not. Please don't allow my emotions to pass on to him...let him be a happy baby, not a crying and miserable baby...like his mother is right now".
They say your emtions can pass on to your child. I HAD to make sure I didn't pass mine to Will. I prayed for that covering daily. But I NEVER asked God to fix me.
I gained 9.5 pounds during my pregnancy. At my 6 week check-up, not only had I lost the 9.5 pounds that I gained...but I had lost an additional 14 pounds. Yes it felt great to look good on the outside...but I was dying on the inside. I didn't gain much weight...because I didn't eat. Will weighed 8 lbs, and 10 oz, and was 22 inches long. So I was thankful for him being plump and healthy.
After I gave birth to Will...I was emotionally detached from him. I never wanted to hurt him. I've heard those stories too.
I remember when he was about 4 weeks old...my dad and step-mom came to visit him. My step-mom was on the floor, talking to him. And he coo'd at her. I had never heard his voice until that moment. I realized that I had never talked to him. I took care of him, bathed him, fed him, held him...but I had never talked to him.
After that, I prayed and I worked at fixing me. It wasn't an overnight fix. It took many months. I started getting out of the house with him, talking to him, and making up for the weeks that I had lost. With God's help...I guess I did "snap-out" of the depression. I must have because I gained 10pounds back!
I'm not sure why I shared my "depression" story with you. Or maybe it's a reminder to myself. But, when I look at Will, I never think about that horrible depression experience. I think about him being one of the loves of my life. My firstborn. My son. An incredible blessing.
Today, Will is everything that a parent would want their child to be. He is funny, sweet, talented, sensitive, incredibly loving, smart, and amazingly handsome. He does have many moments that all children go through...but overall he is a great kid!
"Did you ever think you could love someone so much?"
I remember hating when someone asked me that question. But I quickly fell in love with him (although not right away) and then I understood. And today, I would gladly give my life up for him.
The song "For you I will" is my song to him. I mean every word.
Enjoy the pictures :)
The 2 pictures below were taken just days before I gave birth.
Falling in love....
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Revelation.
Revelation 1:3 Blessed is he that readeth , and they that hear the words of this prophecy, and keep those things which are written therein: for the time is at hand.
Did you know, that the book of Revelation is the ONLY book in the bible that promises a special blessing for those who read and hear its words? The entire bible is a blessing, and yes we are blessed by every word. But only in the book of Revelation is it "promised". I don't know about you...but this makes me want to read it over and over again. This is not something I figured out on my own, although I wish I could take the credit. I have recently began reading the book "Revelation Unveiled" by Tim LaHaye and within the pages of this book, I am learning many new facts. I will share some of them here.
(The following is from the book, not my own words)
The book of Revelation completes the circle of bible truths. As the word of God, the Scriptures predictably reveal superb planning and organization. We see that clearly in the book of Revelation, for it completes the great truths begun in Genesis and in other passages of the bible. Here are some examples:
Genesis shows humanity's beginning in a beautiful paradise.
Revelation shows the wonderful paradise to come
Genesis shows how human beings lost a chance to eat of the tree of life
Revelation shows that humankind will yet eat of that tree
Genesis tells of humanity's first rebellion against God
Revelation promises an end to humanity's rebellion against God
Genesis records the first murderer, drunkard, and rebel
Revelation promises a city where "nothing impure will enter it"
Genesis reveals the tragic sorrow that resulted from sin
Revelation promises, "[God] will wipe every tear from their eyes"
Genesis records the first death
Revelation promises that "there will be no more death"
Genesis shows the beginning of the curse
Revelation shows the curse lifted
Genesis introduces the devil for the first time as the tempter of the human race
Revelation shows the final doom of Satan
Genesis promises that Satan's head will be bruised
Revelation shows Satan bruised and defeated
I hope this blesses you in a way that I've been blessed.
I hope this inspires you to begin reading the word daily.
Did you know, that the book of Revelation is the ONLY book in the bible that promises a special blessing for those who read and hear its words? The entire bible is a blessing, and yes we are blessed by every word. But only in the book of Revelation is it "promised". I don't know about you...but this makes me want to read it over and over again. This is not something I figured out on my own, although I wish I could take the credit. I have recently began reading the book "Revelation Unveiled" by Tim LaHaye and within the pages of this book, I am learning many new facts. I will share some of them here.
(The following is from the book, not my own words)
The book of Revelation completes the circle of bible truths. As the word of God, the Scriptures predictably reveal superb planning and organization. We see that clearly in the book of Revelation, for it completes the great truths begun in Genesis and in other passages of the bible. Here are some examples:
Genesis shows humanity's beginning in a beautiful paradise.
Revelation shows the wonderful paradise to come
Genesis shows how human beings lost a chance to eat of the tree of life
Revelation shows that humankind will yet eat of that tree
Genesis tells of humanity's first rebellion against God
Revelation promises an end to humanity's rebellion against God
Genesis records the first murderer, drunkard, and rebel
Revelation promises a city where "nothing impure will enter it"
Genesis reveals the tragic sorrow that resulted from sin
Revelation promises, "[God] will wipe every tear from their eyes"
Genesis records the first death
Revelation promises that "there will be no more death"
Genesis shows the beginning of the curse
Revelation shows the curse lifted
Genesis introduces the devil for the first time as the tempter of the human race
Revelation shows the final doom of Satan
Genesis promises that Satan's head will be bruised
Revelation shows Satan bruised and defeated
I hope this blesses you in a way that I've been blessed.
I hope this inspires you to begin reading the word daily.
Friday, January 1, 2010
33 Things.
Well, on Dec 30th I turned 33! I can't believe how quickly my life has gone by now that I have graduated from high school. Those days always seemed to drag. One year seemed like ten! Anyway, it's been quite some time since I have posted anything (facebook will do that to you) so I am stealing someone else's idea by telling you 33random facts about myself. Not that you care to know them, but now that I have children, I never get to talk about myself. So this is a treat ;)
1. I share a birthday with Tiger Woods, Lebron James, and Matt Lauer.
2. I was almost a Jennifer Shelley. My granny suggested "Agatha".
3. When Joey and I got married, I didn't drop my middle or last name. So my SS card reads " Jennifer Kelly Horton Ammons"
4. I love Paula Deen and Beth Moore.
5. I love cookbooks, and trying new recipes. I especially love those cookbooks that "church ladies" put together. I have bought many from Ebay.
6. The only thing I collect are the large crystal ornaments that Swarovski puts out every year. I have 11 of them.
7. My family called me (and still do) Jennabug when I was growing up. My little brother and sister have called me "Jit Jit" since they were able to speak. The are now 19 and 21 years old.
8. I am the middle child of five. I have two sisters and two brothers.
9. I moved to Wildwood in February of 85. My first day of school was February 13. I was in the 2nd grade.
10. I consider myself an optimist. I'm also a procrastinator.
11. I use to think my eyes were purchased at Sears ( I really did)
12. I want to visit as many National Parks as I can before I die.
13. I really love the beach, or relaxing in a pool. There's nothing like feeling the hot sun on your skin.
14. When I was young, if you asked me my name I would say "Jennifer Kelly Horton come on down" thanks to watching too many episodes of "The Price Is Right"
15. I can throw a bait caster very well. No zebco needed here!
16. I love the Violin. I took lessons when Will was a baby. The timing was bad, and I didn't have the patience to learn. Maybe one day...
17. I love to read! I wish I made more time to do so.
18. I want to be a runner. I want to run marathons! I just have to train myself to do so. And I will very soon. Unfortunately, having children has weighed heavy on a certain part of my insides. So until that's under control, I have to take baby steps.
19. I have not had a speeding ticket in 12 years.
20. Both my pregnancies combined, I gained a total of 25 pounds.
21. I am THE most modest person I know.
22. I have some of the best friends you could imagine. And they are all like sisters to me. (Cyndi, Pam, Sherry, Jen, Krystal) I know any one of them would drop everything to be there for me, and I would do the same for them. I am so blessed! I have many friends...but those five girls are my very closest.
23. I have THE best brothers and sisters in the world! We all have a strong bond and we never fight. I love love love them!
24. My favorite quote is "Write your dreams in concrete and your plans in sand"
25. I graduated in May of 2001 from The University Of South Florida. It's one of my proudest moments.
26. I colored my hair for the first time this year! And I ONLY did because of all my gray hair! Now I have to do so every 8 weeks and it drives my crazy!
27. One day, I hope to become certified as a translator for the deaf. It's a passion of mine.
28. I love to sleep.
29. I wear, and love the products and make-up from Merle Norman.
30. If my house burned down tonight...I would only be sad about losing my pictures. I am grateful that I don't feel "attached" to possessions.
31. I love art. Especially oil on canvas pieces. I have three Thomas Kinkade's and about 6 misc pieces.
32. I truly think I could survive on liquids alone. Especially on sweet tea, Smoothie King and Starbucks.
33. I want to be known for something one day. Whether it's through and act or an invention. I think it's my destiny.
1. I share a birthday with Tiger Woods, Lebron James, and Matt Lauer.
2. I was almost a Jennifer Shelley. My granny suggested "Agatha".
3. When Joey and I got married, I didn't drop my middle or last name. So my SS card reads " Jennifer Kelly Horton Ammons"
4. I love Paula Deen and Beth Moore.
5. I love cookbooks, and trying new recipes. I especially love those cookbooks that "church ladies" put together. I have bought many from Ebay.
6. The only thing I collect are the large crystal ornaments that Swarovski puts out every year. I have 11 of them.
7. My family called me (and still do) Jennabug when I was growing up. My little brother and sister have called me "Jit Jit" since they were able to speak. The are now 19 and 21 years old.
8. I am the middle child of five. I have two sisters and two brothers.
9. I moved to Wildwood in February of 85. My first day of school was February 13. I was in the 2nd grade.
10. I consider myself an optimist. I'm also a procrastinator.
11. I use to think my eyes were purchased at Sears ( I really did)
12. I want to visit as many National Parks as I can before I die.
13. I really love the beach, or relaxing in a pool. There's nothing like feeling the hot sun on your skin.
14. When I was young, if you asked me my name I would say "Jennifer Kelly Horton come on down" thanks to watching too many episodes of "The Price Is Right"
15. I can throw a bait caster very well. No zebco needed here!
16. I love the Violin. I took lessons when Will was a baby. The timing was bad, and I didn't have the patience to learn. Maybe one day...
17. I love to read! I wish I made more time to do so.
18. I want to be a runner. I want to run marathons! I just have to train myself to do so. And I will very soon. Unfortunately, having children has weighed heavy on a certain part of my insides. So until that's under control, I have to take baby steps.
19. I have not had a speeding ticket in 12 years.
20. Both my pregnancies combined, I gained a total of 25 pounds.
21. I am THE most modest person I know.
22. I have some of the best friends you could imagine. And they are all like sisters to me. (Cyndi, Pam, Sherry, Jen, Krystal) I know any one of them would drop everything to be there for me, and I would do the same for them. I am so blessed! I have many friends...but those five girls are my very closest.
23. I have THE best brothers and sisters in the world! We all have a strong bond and we never fight. I love love love them!
24. My favorite quote is "Write your dreams in concrete and your plans in sand"
25. I graduated in May of 2001 from The University Of South Florida. It's one of my proudest moments.
26. I colored my hair for the first time this year! And I ONLY did because of all my gray hair! Now I have to do so every 8 weeks and it drives my crazy!
27. One day, I hope to become certified as a translator for the deaf. It's a passion of mine.
28. I love to sleep.
29. I wear, and love the products and make-up from Merle Norman.
30. If my house burned down tonight...I would only be sad about losing my pictures. I am grateful that I don't feel "attached" to possessions.
31. I love art. Especially oil on canvas pieces. I have three Thomas Kinkade's and about 6 misc pieces.
32. I truly think I could survive on liquids alone. Especially on sweet tea, Smoothie King and Starbucks.
33. I want to be known for something one day. Whether it's through and act or an invention. I think it's my destiny.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
His love
I have this precious 3 year old son...and he loves me. I mean, he really loves me! He doesn't just love me because I am his mother, or because I help provide and take care of him...he genuinely loves me. I know you are a bit puzzled, and thinking of your own childen, and how you know you are loved by them. But trust me when I tell you...my son is different.
Will is somehow capable of loving deep and whole heartedly. He loves like that of a mature adult, and not like a child his age...with very little love experiences. Will is special. And he makes those that he loves feel so very special. He kisses on the lips, and when he hugs, he's not usually the first to let go. He tells me at least 10 times per day that he loves me. And it's random. Not because I just bought him a gift, or played with him. We can just be sitting and having supper....and I hear, "I love you mommy."
Now I have to stop here to say this...his love may be great, but it's also selective. He doesn't show his love to just anyone. In fact, unless you are close to him, you would never know this about him. Just yesterday while on a field trip at his pre-school, I had to get on to him for saying, "I don't love her (referring to his classmate) he then went on to tell Mrs. Debbie, I don't love anybody."
The last paragraph may seem contradictive, but it's true. He loves only certain people, but he loves them with a greatness beyond your imagination. As I type this, I realize that when he gives, he gives 100%. He doesn't trust just anyone with his love.
Will loves you one on one. If he's with me, he wants to hold my hand (while he is in his carseat and I'm driving...not easy!) or he wants to sit in my lap. He will even say, "Mommy, you're sooo bootiful." If he is with papa for example, he wants papa one on one. No distractions. And he tells him many times..."I love you papa." And he NEVER lets you walk away without "a hug and a kiss." I could go on and on with examples! I could blog daily about something he has said, or about something he has done. He really is special. He is so special to me. And I know he must be special to God.
I realize that you may be able to relate. You might have a child much like Will in your home. These loving little souls are so innocent, and so special. How are they capable of this great love? Did God select them especially for this task? To love? And Will is only three. Imagine his heart if the Lord continues to work on him and through him. Just imagaine. I just need to continue working on the "selective" area in his love compartment! Maybe one day, I will better understand why he is so selective.
Since he was born, the song by Monica titled For you I will has been my song to him. Listen to the words as it plays, if you have time. I can't imagine a better song to dedicate to my first son.
I hope you too have a song for yours.
Will is somehow capable of loving deep and whole heartedly. He loves like that of a mature adult, and not like a child his age...with very little love experiences. Will is special. And he makes those that he loves feel so very special. He kisses on the lips, and when he hugs, he's not usually the first to let go. He tells me at least 10 times per day that he loves me. And it's random. Not because I just bought him a gift, or played with him. We can just be sitting and having supper....and I hear, "I love you mommy."
Now I have to stop here to say this...his love may be great, but it's also selective. He doesn't show his love to just anyone. In fact, unless you are close to him, you would never know this about him. Just yesterday while on a field trip at his pre-school, I had to get on to him for saying, "I don't love her (referring to his classmate) he then went on to tell Mrs. Debbie, I don't love anybody."
The last paragraph may seem contradictive, but it's true. He loves only certain people, but he loves them with a greatness beyond your imagination. As I type this, I realize that when he gives, he gives 100%. He doesn't trust just anyone with his love.
Will loves you one on one. If he's with me, he wants to hold my hand (while he is in his carseat and I'm driving...not easy!) or he wants to sit in my lap. He will even say, "Mommy, you're sooo bootiful." If he is with papa for example, he wants papa one on one. No distractions. And he tells him many times..."I love you papa." And he NEVER lets you walk away without "a hug and a kiss." I could go on and on with examples! I could blog daily about something he has said, or about something he has done. He really is special. He is so special to me. And I know he must be special to God.
I realize that you may be able to relate. You might have a child much like Will in your home. These loving little souls are so innocent, and so special. How are they capable of this great love? Did God select them especially for this task? To love? And Will is only three. Imagine his heart if the Lord continues to work on him and through him. Just imagaine. I just need to continue working on the "selective" area in his love compartment! Maybe one day, I will better understand why he is so selective.
Since he was born, the song by Monica titled For you I will has been my song to him. Listen to the words as it plays, if you have time. I can't imagine a better song to dedicate to my first son.
I hope you too have a song for yours.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
So Grateful, So Thankful
I have so much in my life to be grateful for. My eyes begin to water just typing that. I have a wonderful husband, 2 beautiful, healthy sons, a roof over my head, vehicles that get me where I need to go...my bills are paid, we have food in the pantry...gosh, I could just go on and on. I am so very thankful for this life, my life. And yet, I feel so unworthy. God continues to bless us (don't get me wrong, he tests us too) yet I feel as though I do nothing for him. I believe in him, I believe he died for me, and I believe in all he represents...but what have I REALLY done for him?
Do you remember my post titled A bad 9 weeks? It's the post where I talked about our claim with State Farm, and how we were denied coverage. If you remember, I stated that both our bathroom floors were "saturated" and also "rotten" underneath due to a leaky air handler. Well, about a week after my blog was posted, I received a call from a dear friend of mine asking me to call her cousin. This seemed strange to me, because although I knew her cousin I didn't understand why she needed me to call her. Well to make a very long story short, the cousin (I'm not going to use names just in case they wouldn't feel comfortable with that) is married to a wonderful man who is also a contractor. He offered to do the work "pro bono" and hoped he would have other resources help and donate supplies. Well, those "resources" didn't follow through like they had claimed they would...yet he is a man that stands by his word and said he would do the work anyway. I even gave him ample opportunities to walk away (talking with his wife via facebook) but she insisted that once her husband said he would do something, he followed through. And I am so grateful that he is the type of man that he is. He has been such a blessing to our family.
He began working on our floors the weekend of August 15th. He isn't finished yet because he does the work on weekends and when he gets chances during the week. He is going above and beyond to make the work right, and has even said he would contact State Farm and try to convince them that the work should have been covered based on what he has seen. He is a God send! He is caring, and genuine, and puts others needs before his own. We are so thankful for him and his family!
But why us God? What have we done for you that you would bless us like this?
Back in June, Progress Energy called and asked me if I wanted to add a coverage to our bill that would repair or replace our hot water heater if needed. Although I always turn down services like this, I opted to get it since I knew the heater was over 30 years old. Our heater started "not heating well" about 2 weeks ago...and I didn't think to call PE until Joey mentioned that I should. I'm so glad we did!
Well...a man from Ocala just installed (he just left) a brand new Rheem hot water heater for FREE through my coverage with Progress Energy.
But why us God? What have we done for you that you would bless us like this?
Back in March I had Angela down at FB Pre-school place Will's name on the list to start pre-k in August. Not long after, I changed my mind and had her remove him. Then a month before school started I called to put his name back on the list because I really felt like he needed the interaction with the other children...but there wasn't an opening. Last Thursday LeAnn called to say they finally had an opening and although I hesitated...I accepted, and decided to place my lil man in pre-k. After filling out the paperwork, I ran into Jeanne M. I expressed my doubts with her about placing him and we chatted for just a few minutes. Later she called to tell me that she felt like God was telling her that I would know the right answer and have peace about my decision. Then she prayed for me. Jeanne, you have a way with words. God has blessed you and you always bless me when I hear you pray. I do have great peace about Will being at First Baptist pre-k, and he seems so happy there :)
But why us God? What have we done for you that you would bless us like this?
I don't know why God blesses us even when I know we are so unworthy. Imagine what he would do for us if we did better by him. I know we live a good solid life, and we talk to Will about God & Jesus. We go to church, and we do good deeds from time to time. But the depth to our relationship with HIM is seriously lacking on our part. Then there is tithe...I always forget tithe. I don't mean to...but I have never established a set pattern. I always remember to pay once the money is gone. I do pay, don't get me wrong...but I forget a lot! And feel so bad about it.
So why us God? What have we done for you that you would continue to bless us?
We are so Grateful.
We are so Thankful.
We are so Blessed.
I am so Unworthy.
I pray that I can be an even better person. I will make it a point to write myself notes so that I won't forget to pay tithe.
I want to feel worthy of all my blessings.
Isn't it so great, that although we fail him...He never fails us.
Do you remember my post titled A bad 9 weeks? It's the post where I talked about our claim with State Farm, and how we were denied coverage. If you remember, I stated that both our bathroom floors were "saturated" and also "rotten" underneath due to a leaky air handler. Well, about a week after my blog was posted, I received a call from a dear friend of mine asking me to call her cousin. This seemed strange to me, because although I knew her cousin I didn't understand why she needed me to call her. Well to make a very long story short, the cousin (I'm not going to use names just in case they wouldn't feel comfortable with that) is married to a wonderful man who is also a contractor. He offered to do the work "pro bono" and hoped he would have other resources help and donate supplies. Well, those "resources" didn't follow through like they had claimed they would...yet he is a man that stands by his word and said he would do the work anyway. I even gave him ample opportunities to walk away (talking with his wife via facebook) but she insisted that once her husband said he would do something, he followed through. And I am so grateful that he is the type of man that he is. He has been such a blessing to our family.
He began working on our floors the weekend of August 15th. He isn't finished yet because he does the work on weekends and when he gets chances during the week. He is going above and beyond to make the work right, and has even said he would contact State Farm and try to convince them that the work should have been covered based on what he has seen. He is a God send! He is caring, and genuine, and puts others needs before his own. We are so thankful for him and his family!
But why us God? What have we done for you that you would bless us like this?
Back in June, Progress Energy called and asked me if I wanted to add a coverage to our bill that would repair or replace our hot water heater if needed. Although I always turn down services like this, I opted to get it since I knew the heater was over 30 years old. Our heater started "not heating well" about 2 weeks ago...and I didn't think to call PE until Joey mentioned that I should. I'm so glad we did!
Well...a man from Ocala just installed (he just left) a brand new Rheem hot water heater for FREE through my coverage with Progress Energy.
But why us God? What have we done for you that you would bless us like this?
Back in March I had Angela down at FB Pre-school place Will's name on the list to start pre-k in August. Not long after, I changed my mind and had her remove him. Then a month before school started I called to put his name back on the list because I really felt like he needed the interaction with the other children...but there wasn't an opening. Last Thursday LeAnn called to say they finally had an opening and although I hesitated...I accepted, and decided to place my lil man in pre-k. After filling out the paperwork, I ran into Jeanne M. I expressed my doubts with her about placing him and we chatted for just a few minutes. Later she called to tell me that she felt like God was telling her that I would know the right answer and have peace about my decision. Then she prayed for me. Jeanne, you have a way with words. God has blessed you and you always bless me when I hear you pray. I do have great peace about Will being at First Baptist pre-k, and he seems so happy there :)
But why us God? What have we done for you that you would bless us like this?
I don't know why God blesses us even when I know we are so unworthy. Imagine what he would do for us if we did better by him. I know we live a good solid life, and we talk to Will about God & Jesus. We go to church, and we do good deeds from time to time. But the depth to our relationship with HIM is seriously lacking on our part. Then there is tithe...I always forget tithe. I don't mean to...but I have never established a set pattern. I always remember to pay once the money is gone. I do pay, don't get me wrong...but I forget a lot! And feel so bad about it.
So why us God? What have we done for you that you would continue to bless us?
We are so Grateful.
We are so Thankful.
We are so Blessed.
I am so Unworthy.
I pray that I can be an even better person. I will make it a point to write myself notes so that I won't forget to pay tithe.
I want to feel worthy of all my blessings.
Isn't it so great, that although we fail him...He never fails us.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
The story of Wes' arrival
Well it's been nine days now since my lil man entered into this world, and I have to say that he is such a good baby! I began his schedule the minute he was born, and doing that has made my life as a new mom of two so easy. He only wakes me once in the night, unless you count the feeding between 5am & 6am. During the day he eats every 3 hours (my choice) and at night he stretches himself to every 4 hours...almost to the minute! I highly recommend the book "Secrets of the Baby Whisperer" to every new mom! I also have to add, that the schedule has allowed me to nap everyday myself because at one point in the day both boys are sleeping! Okay, enough about all that...now let me tell you about the exciting day of delivery!
I was due Sunday July 5th, but if I had not delivered I had a scheduled appt. Monday the 6th @ 2:15pm. Well I was at the appt. on Monday! No firecracker baby over the weekend! At the appt., Dr. Helms said I was 4cm but could be stretched to 5cm, and that I was 75% effaced. He also said this, "For you to not be in labor, your baby is very low." He said the baby was about in the "plus 1" position, and that "plus 3" means the baby is out! Basically Wes was very near to being delivered. Helms said he would induce me whenever I wanted but that he wouldn't allow me to go past that upcoming Friday. So I told him that we would induce Wednesday the 8th if nothing happened before then. I liked the date of the 8th (remember how I'm funny about numbers) because his bday would be 07-08-09.
On Tuesday the 7th, I was up around 8:30am. I went ahead and showered, shaved, got all good and polished just in case (I actually did this same thing every morning for like 2 weeks not knowing when I'd go into labor). Around 10am I started feeling very sharp pains but I thought it was because of the exam the day before. Once I had 3 within about 30 minutes...I decided I should take them serious. So I called Sharis and asked if I could bring Will over for the day. I told her that I thought I was having contractions and wanted to take it easy. I had two more on the way to her house and one while at her house! Thank God she was home and took Will! I left her house around 11am. When I left her house, I remembered that I had received an email from Merle Norman Cosmetics advertising $10 off the Vera Bradley lunch tote. And since I would be driving past Merle Norman on the way to the hospital, I went to Joey's parents and printed the coupon. Then I went to Merle Norman...hey $10 off is a good deal!! Well, the bag was sold out so I didn't get it...but the lady behind the counter said, "so when are you due", I replied "well my contractions are about 15minutes apart so it will be today." I think I scared her!
So I got to the hospital around noon (11:52am to be exact) and checked myself in. Joey was there right away with me. Dr. Helms got there within 20-25 minutes. He checked me and I was 6cm. Then he broke my water (ouch!). He decided to not give me pitocin and thought I'd deliver later that day without the drug. Well once he left, it was about 30-45 minutes before they began the epidural. But by that point the contractions were so close and so hard that the epidural didn't seem to help ease the pain. I kept asking when I'd feel the epidural and by the looks on their faces, they knew I should already be feeling the relief...but I wasn't! They then decided to also give me a "local"...whatever the hec that is! So the contractions kept coming and were closer, then I started to get sick and began dry heaving...it was bad! It's like I wanted to cry but I couldn't get any tears out! It was the weirdest thing! Then I said to the nurse..."Monica, why is the pain staying now and not going away" so she checked me and it was time to push! Man it went so fast...it was only 2:30pm! And I swear it took Dr. Helms what seemed liked forever to get there! When he got there he asked me to give him one practice push. After I did he said, "okay this is gonna be a quick delivery." I think I pushed on 4 contractions and Wes was here!!!! Oh man the joys of giving birth! I love delivery day! Even though I felt everything leading up to pushing, I would do it over 10 times! Thank God I was numb and didn't feel him enter into this world, but I sure felt everything else! But truthfully, I'm so glad I was able to experience it that way. I told the nurse I needed a discount on the epidural since it half worked! She told me that the epidural didn't work because it couldn't catch up to my contractions. I guess I should have bypassed Merle Norman.
So that's my story :) My lil man was born @ 2:41pm weighing 7 pounds 8 ounces, and was 21 inches long. He was so small compared to Will! I really thought Wes would be close to 9 pounds...boy was I wrong. It's probably good that he was small since I felt all the contractions. I bet the pain would have been greater!
I hope you enjoy the pics! I feel so very blessed!
I was due Sunday July 5th, but if I had not delivered I had a scheduled appt. Monday the 6th @ 2:15pm. Well I was at the appt. on Monday! No firecracker baby over the weekend! At the appt., Dr. Helms said I was 4cm but could be stretched to 5cm, and that I was 75% effaced. He also said this, "For you to not be in labor, your baby is very low." He said the baby was about in the "plus 1" position, and that "plus 3" means the baby is out! Basically Wes was very near to being delivered. Helms said he would induce me whenever I wanted but that he wouldn't allow me to go past that upcoming Friday. So I told him that we would induce Wednesday the 8th if nothing happened before then. I liked the date of the 8th (remember how I'm funny about numbers) because his bday would be 07-08-09.
On Tuesday the 7th, I was up around 8:30am. I went ahead and showered, shaved, got all good and polished just in case (I actually did this same thing every morning for like 2 weeks not knowing when I'd go into labor). Around 10am I started feeling very sharp pains but I thought it was because of the exam the day before. Once I had 3 within about 30 minutes...I decided I should take them serious. So I called Sharis and asked if I could bring Will over for the day. I told her that I thought I was having contractions and wanted to take it easy. I had two more on the way to her house and one while at her house! Thank God she was home and took Will! I left her house around 11am. When I left her house, I remembered that I had received an email from Merle Norman Cosmetics advertising $10 off the Vera Bradley lunch tote. And since I would be driving past Merle Norman on the way to the hospital, I went to Joey's parents and printed the coupon. Then I went to Merle Norman...hey $10 off is a good deal!! Well, the bag was sold out so I didn't get it...but the lady behind the counter said, "so when are you due", I replied "well my contractions are about 15minutes apart so it will be today." I think I scared her!
So I got to the hospital around noon (11:52am to be exact) and checked myself in. Joey was there right away with me. Dr. Helms got there within 20-25 minutes. He checked me and I was 6cm. Then he broke my water (ouch!). He decided to not give me pitocin and thought I'd deliver later that day without the drug. Well once he left, it was about 30-45 minutes before they began the epidural. But by that point the contractions were so close and so hard that the epidural didn't seem to help ease the pain. I kept asking when I'd feel the epidural and by the looks on their faces, they knew I should already be feeling the relief...but I wasn't! They then decided to also give me a "local"...whatever the hec that is! So the contractions kept coming and were closer, then I started to get sick and began dry heaving...it was bad! It's like I wanted to cry but I couldn't get any tears out! It was the weirdest thing! Then I said to the nurse..."Monica, why is the pain staying now and not going away" so she checked me and it was time to push! Man it went so fast...it was only 2:30pm! And I swear it took Dr. Helms what seemed liked forever to get there! When he got there he asked me to give him one practice push. After I did he said, "okay this is gonna be a quick delivery." I think I pushed on 4 contractions and Wes was here!!!! Oh man the joys of giving birth! I love delivery day! Even though I felt everything leading up to pushing, I would do it over 10 times! Thank God I was numb and didn't feel him enter into this world, but I sure felt everything else! But truthfully, I'm so glad I was able to experience it that way. I told the nurse I needed a discount on the epidural since it half worked! She told me that the epidural didn't work because it couldn't catch up to my contractions. I guess I should have bypassed Merle Norman.
So that's my story :) My lil man was born @ 2:41pm weighing 7 pounds 8 ounces, and was 21 inches long. He was so small compared to Will! I really thought Wes would be close to 9 pounds...boy was I wrong. It's probably good that he was small since I felt all the contractions. I bet the pain would have been greater!
I hope you enjoy the pics! I feel so very blessed!
Monday, June 22, 2009
Beach Vacation
I have been anticipating the dates June 13 through June 20, because we have had our beach trip planned for about 5 months. I absolutely love the beach, and have really grown to love Treasure Island. I don't like the east coast beaches because they really don't compare to those on the west coast. Also, it's less "commercialized" and much more family friendly. And just prettier beaches all together! I was a little scared about going because just before we left, I was 2cm and 50% effaced. But I needed the R&R and decided to go anyway...I figured it was well worth the risk! Joey was only able to stay the first weekend, so his mom came and stayed with me the rest of the week. She was great, and a lot of help! She helped me keep Will busy, and made sure I didn't overdo myself. We slept in everyday till 9am...sunbathed till 1 or 2pm, napped for a few hours, then sunbathed some more. What a great schedule we had! My sister and her family were also there, so that was even better! I am proud to say that I am SO TAN! I can't even wear make-up because I have nothing that matches my color! I have not been this tan since high school and I'm so lovin it! It was a great week, and the weather was perfect!
The only thing that would have made it a better week is if Joey could have stayed with us :( We missed him dearly, and we were both happy to come home to him.
Here are a few pictures:
My belly shot...don't laugh!
Will became quite the swimmer, and even did great without floaties!
Isn't he beautiful! Look how blond his hair got!
Will and Anna Grace
The best kiss ever
**I highly recommend using the website VRBO.com (vacation rentals by owner) when you plan your next vacation destination. We saved a few hundred dollars by renting directly from the condo owner. It's really a great site. And if you happen to take a vacation in Treasure Island, be sure to stay here: http://www.vrbo.com/109078
***As of today, I am still 2cm. but now I'm 70% effaced***
Friday, May 22, 2009
A bad nine weeks
I have not updated my post in over a month. To be honest, I have had so much going on that I haven't felt like writing. Everything with my little baby is going well. He is growing, I am growing, and I'm so happy to soon be having another little man in my life. I have only six weeks left, unless he decides to come early.
Now on with the bad news...some of you know that I submitted a claim with State Farm under my homeowners policy. Well, the nine week long ordeal (yes nine weeks long) has finally come to an end, and my claim was denied. My adjuster led me on and gave me false hope for nine weeks. Yet State Farm acts like this was a cut and dry case of non-coverage. Trust me, I have fought this, and I'm still fighting. I contacted an attorney and he too thinks there is nothing I can do. I'm trying to fight this on "bad faith" but the attorney has not responded to that yet. I have had many crying spells, and sleepless nights over this. But I posted something on my facebook and I have to genuinely believe it..."Just when you think things can't get any worse, you realize just how good you've got it." I can't stress over this anymore! I have a growing baby that needs me to be stress free! But trust me, it's so hard. Then add pregnancy hormones and emotions and you have a pregnant basket case woman. I hate to admit it, but it's true. I am overwhelmed by the news.
I had Restoration Specialist out of Leesburg come out and give me a quote. I think the damage is somewhere between 15k and 20k. Do I have that kind of money sitting in the bank? NO! I can afford the supplies ( I think), but I can't afford to pay someone to do it. And my precious husband...he can do a lot of things...but this is not one of them. And would you believe that all this was caused by a leaking AC! Now we have to re-do both of our bathrooms. We had to have "temporary shoring" placed under them to prevent them from collapsing. Yes my friend, it's that bad. But we had no warning signs, at least not visible. Trust me, Joey and I would never have sat back and allowed this to happen. This wasn't a case of neglect I assure you! And the scary part...what kind of air are we breathing? What about this little infant? What about when he is born and sleeping in his crib? I'm so sorry...I didn't intend on getting this emotional just writing this...
So that's it. Just when you think things can't possibly get any worse...you HAVE to sit back and realize just how good you've got it. Everything else in our life is a constant reminder of how blessed we are. But this mess is definitely fighting it's way to the tops of our minds, and making us feel...well a little helpless, and hopeless. In this struggling economy, and with me taking next year off...I just can't make an irrational decision to take on a loan to get this done. I just can't do it. So I'm hoping we can just figure this out, somehow, someway. And hopefully, very soon.
I'll keep you posted. Just keep us in your prayers.
Now on with the bad news...some of you know that I submitted a claim with State Farm under my homeowners policy. Well, the nine week long ordeal (yes nine weeks long) has finally come to an end, and my claim was denied. My adjuster led me on and gave me false hope for nine weeks. Yet State Farm acts like this was a cut and dry case of non-coverage. Trust me, I have fought this, and I'm still fighting. I contacted an attorney and he too thinks there is nothing I can do. I'm trying to fight this on "bad faith" but the attorney has not responded to that yet. I have had many crying spells, and sleepless nights over this. But I posted something on my facebook and I have to genuinely believe it..."Just when you think things can't get any worse, you realize just how good you've got it." I can't stress over this anymore! I have a growing baby that needs me to be stress free! But trust me, it's so hard. Then add pregnancy hormones and emotions and you have a pregnant basket case woman. I hate to admit it, but it's true. I am overwhelmed by the news.
I had Restoration Specialist out of Leesburg come out and give me a quote. I think the damage is somewhere between 15k and 20k. Do I have that kind of money sitting in the bank? NO! I can afford the supplies ( I think), but I can't afford to pay someone to do it. And my precious husband...he can do a lot of things...but this is not one of them. And would you believe that all this was caused by a leaking AC! Now we have to re-do both of our bathrooms. We had to have "temporary shoring" placed under them to prevent them from collapsing. Yes my friend, it's that bad. But we had no warning signs, at least not visible. Trust me, Joey and I would never have sat back and allowed this to happen. This wasn't a case of neglect I assure you! And the scary part...what kind of air are we breathing? What about this little infant? What about when he is born and sleeping in his crib? I'm so sorry...I didn't intend on getting this emotional just writing this...
So that's it. Just when you think things can't possibly get any worse...you HAVE to sit back and realize just how good you've got it. Everything else in our life is a constant reminder of how blessed we are. But this mess is definitely fighting it's way to the tops of our minds, and making us feel...well a little helpless, and hopeless. In this struggling economy, and with me taking next year off...I just can't make an irrational decision to take on a loan to get this done. I just can't do it. So I'm hoping we can just figure this out, somehow, someway. And hopefully, very soon.
I'll keep you posted. Just keep us in your prayers.
Friday, April 17, 2009
Monthly check-up
I went to the doctor today for my monthly check-up and saw Dr. Wood. She is so great, but so quick! I was in and out of there in like 10 minutes. All is well with Mr. Wes, but for the second time I am measuring ahead of my date. Last month I measured 6 weeks ahead and had to go to Lake Medical Imaging for an accurate length and weight measurement (Wes measured just fine, right on target). This week I am measuring 3 weeks ahead. I go back in 2 weeks, so if I measure big again I will be sent back to Lake Medical Imaging (just to be sure). I am not bragging...but I've only gained 9 pounds this entire pregnancy! Woohoo! That means less to lose later! Actually I only gained 9.5 pounds with Will and he weighed 8lbs 10 oz so I have gained more with this pregnancy at this point. I don't have that philosophy most pregnant women have: (a) I'm eating for 2 (b) This is my free pass to eat what I want. I absolutely do not agree with either! Losing weight is so hard, and I don't want to have to lose a bunch once Wes arrives. Hopefully I stay on this path...but I will say, those brownies at Chick-fil-a are sooooooooo yummy! And worth every calorie!
Before I close, please be praying for us! We submitted a claim with State Farm 5 weeks ago and to this day we don't know if the claim will be covered. Our air conditioner had a bad leak that we knew nothing about until the damage was done. State Farm is sending an Engineer out on Tuesday to determine if the leak was a constant leak over time (not covered) or if this was something that happened quickly (covered). Please pray that God will be with the Engineer has he looks inside our home, and as he looks under the home (pray God shows us favor). I pray for coverage! This will cost us money that we don't have if it's not covered...as much as $10,000. And with a new baby, this is added stress that we don't need. Thank you!!!
Before I close, please be praying for us! We submitted a claim with State Farm 5 weeks ago and to this day we don't know if the claim will be covered. Our air conditioner had a bad leak that we knew nothing about until the damage was done. State Farm is sending an Engineer out on Tuesday to determine if the leak was a constant leak over time (not covered) or if this was something that happened quickly (covered). Please pray that God will be with the Engineer has he looks inside our home, and as he looks under the home (pray God shows us favor). I pray for coverage! This will cost us money that we don't have if it's not covered...as much as $10,000. And with a new baby, this is added stress that we don't need. Thank you!!!
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Savings & Stockpiling
Recently, I have learned to love coupons. I blame this on my dear friend Amy. Actually, she has opened my eyes to some great ideas, and now I am motivated to save!
I am taking the 09/10 school year off to be with my two boys and through Amy, I have learned how to stockpile. Basically, I have learned to buy items that I don't need. But I buy them when they are on sale, then use a coupon to save additional money. Now, this concept may be old news for many, but for me it's new. Let me give you some examples of some of my most recent purchases:
1. Walgreens: I purchased 8 large tubes of toothpaste, and payed only $6 (75 cents per tube)
2. Walmart: I purchased 8 Secret brand deodorants and paid only $4 (50 cents each)
3. Walmart: I purchased 4 bottles of Kraft dressing (different flavors) and paid only 32 cents for all. That's only 8 cents per bottle.
There are more, and I could on and on. It's actually very exciting and addicting. So for the one year I am off, I won't have to buy toothpaste or deodorant. Actually, I have also stockpiled on body wash, dish soap, toothbrushes, and many food items. But I am no where near my goal. I hope to stockpile on detergent, bleach, fabric softener, shampoo & conditioner, medicine, toilet paper, paper towels, trash bags, etc. You can stockpile just about everything really. But the key is to pay the very least amount you possibly can.
Amy uses a website called "The Grocery Game" but I have found a free site called "Coupon Mom". Both sites are wonderful resources! They list the following stores in which you can use coupons and save money: Wal-Mart, Publix, CVS, Walgreens, Winn-Dixie, & Target. You can use coupons most anywhere...but the site sticks to those particular stores. When you are on the site, you can click on the link for Wal-mart(or any other listed store). Once you do that, it tells you the items that are on sale in that store that correlate with coupons that come out in your Sunday paper (past or present paper). The site will direct you to which paper had the coupon (example 4/5 SS...meaning the April 5th Sunday paper in the Smart Source flyer). There are 3 flyer's you need to look for, they are: Smart Source, Red Plum and P&G. Amy taught me how to set up a filing system which keeps up with the flyer's and their dates. It's super easy, and you only cut the coupons once you need them.
Recently, Joey and I went to publix. I purchased approx 10 items and paid just over $9. I left with 2 packages of english muffins, 2 jars of spaghetti sauce, 2 jars of mayo, 2 bottles of Kraft dressing, and 2 packages of halls cough drops. Most of the items were buy one get one free, and I also used coupons. You can double up your coupons at Publix (use 2 coupons even though one item is free).
The goal is to make a list of items that you always purchase, and learn to shop for them...and learn to stockpile them. Amy use to allot herself $200 per week for groceries. Now that she is using this system, she actually spends less than $100 per week. Sometimes as little as $60. In this economy, she is saving her family a lot of money. And if you think about it, if there is an economic crisis...she is stocked!
If you need help/guidance on how to get this system started, I would absolutely love to help. I am still learning, and I ask Amy questions all the time! But eventually, you will grasp the concept and believe in it!
I am taking the 09/10 school year off to be with my two boys and through Amy, I have learned how to stockpile. Basically, I have learned to buy items that I don't need. But I buy them when they are on sale, then use a coupon to save additional money. Now, this concept may be old news for many, but for me it's new. Let me give you some examples of some of my most recent purchases:
1. Walgreens: I purchased 8 large tubes of toothpaste, and payed only $6 (75 cents per tube)
2. Walmart: I purchased 8 Secret brand deodorants and paid only $4 (50 cents each)
3. Walmart: I purchased 4 bottles of Kraft dressing (different flavors) and paid only 32 cents for all. That's only 8 cents per bottle.
There are more, and I could on and on. It's actually very exciting and addicting. So for the one year I am off, I won't have to buy toothpaste or deodorant. Actually, I have also stockpiled on body wash, dish soap, toothbrushes, and many food items. But I am no where near my goal. I hope to stockpile on detergent, bleach, fabric softener, shampoo & conditioner, medicine, toilet paper, paper towels, trash bags, etc. You can stockpile just about everything really. But the key is to pay the very least amount you possibly can.
Amy uses a website called "The Grocery Game" but I have found a free site called "Coupon Mom". Both sites are wonderful resources! They list the following stores in which you can use coupons and save money: Wal-Mart, Publix, CVS, Walgreens, Winn-Dixie, & Target. You can use coupons most anywhere...but the site sticks to those particular stores. When you are on the site, you can click on the link for Wal-mart(or any other listed store). Once you do that, it tells you the items that are on sale in that store that correlate with coupons that come out in your Sunday paper (past or present paper). The site will direct you to which paper had the coupon (example 4/5 SS...meaning the April 5th Sunday paper in the Smart Source flyer). There are 3 flyer's you need to look for, they are: Smart Source, Red Plum and P&G. Amy taught me how to set up a filing system which keeps up with the flyer's and their dates. It's super easy, and you only cut the coupons once you need them.
Recently, Joey and I went to publix. I purchased approx 10 items and paid just over $9. I left with 2 packages of english muffins, 2 jars of spaghetti sauce, 2 jars of mayo, 2 bottles of Kraft dressing, and 2 packages of halls cough drops. Most of the items were buy one get one free, and I also used coupons. You can double up your coupons at Publix (use 2 coupons even though one item is free).
The goal is to make a list of items that you always purchase, and learn to shop for them...and learn to stockpile them. Amy use to allot herself $200 per week for groceries. Now that she is using this system, she actually spends less than $100 per week. Sometimes as little as $60. In this economy, she is saving her family a lot of money. And if you think about it, if there is an economic crisis...she is stocked!
If you need help/guidance on how to get this system started, I would absolutely love to help. I am still learning, and I ask Amy questions all the time! But eventually, you will grasp the concept and believe in it!
Monday, March 23, 2009
I have a secret to tell....
I wasn't sure if I would blog about this. To be honest, it's something I have thought about off and on for a few years. This will come as shocking to many...especially to you Cyndi. Trust me when I say, I have shared this with very few people (Joey, my mom, my classroom aide). I have not kept this secret for any reason. I just choose to not talk about it.
Ok here goes...I have been thinking seriously about becoming a surrogate mother. Why?! Well...I really don't know why to be honest. Maybe God plants these thoughts into our hearts. All I can tell you is this...I'm seriously thinking about this. So much so that I have become a member of a surrogate mother website. I have even received a reply from someone in central Florida who is looking for a surrogate.
So what does this mean? Well, basically my body would be a place for someone else's baby to grow. This would not be my baby. I would provide the womb, the nurturing, and the "intended parents" with a baby they couldn't have conceived on their own. Some surrogates allow for the intended parents to use their (mine) egg, but the sperm would come from the "intended father". So technically, this baby would genetically be half mine. I couldn't do that. But I would allow a fertilized egg (not my egg) to be transplanted in me in hopes that the result would be....well a baby.
I have thought about this over and over. I have not prayed deeply about it though...not yet anyway. There is a chance that women from the surrogate mother website are reading this, so I have to make sure I'm completely honest about my thoughts. I actually just learned last night about how many surrogates allow the intended parents to use their egg. So I was a bit discouraged about that. I would love to help someone, but I can't give them a baby that is partially mine. So that's why I would do this if the egg was donated. I wouldn't want the baby genetically tied to me in any way. Does this make sense?
On the website, I have explained that I am currently pregnant, and how I wouldn't be ready until January 2010. So I truly have given this alot of thought. But I have not researched it extensively. I posted my info page before learning about the whole "my egg but your sperm" part of it all. And I have to say again...I couldn't do that, I just couldn't do it.
Lastly, for those of you that know me, you know that my intentions would not be based on a "financial gain". But knowing that someone cannot have a child breaks my heart after loving Will the way I do. What if I couldn't have conceived Will? What if a surrogate had carried him for me? What if a surrogate had carried your child for you? Would you not be greatful?
Ok here goes...I have been thinking seriously about becoming a surrogate mother. Why?! Well...I really don't know why to be honest. Maybe God plants these thoughts into our hearts. All I can tell you is this...I'm seriously thinking about this. So much so that I have become a member of a surrogate mother website. I have even received a reply from someone in central Florida who is looking for a surrogate.
So what does this mean? Well, basically my body would be a place for someone else's baby to grow. This would not be my baby. I would provide the womb, the nurturing, and the "intended parents" with a baby they couldn't have conceived on their own. Some surrogates allow for the intended parents to use their (mine) egg, but the sperm would come from the "intended father". So technically, this baby would genetically be half mine. I couldn't do that. But I would allow a fertilized egg (not my egg) to be transplanted in me in hopes that the result would be....well a baby.
I have thought about this over and over. I have not prayed deeply about it though...not yet anyway. There is a chance that women from the surrogate mother website are reading this, so I have to make sure I'm completely honest about my thoughts. I actually just learned last night about how many surrogates allow the intended parents to use their egg. So I was a bit discouraged about that. I would love to help someone, but I can't give them a baby that is partially mine. So that's why I would do this if the egg was donated. I wouldn't want the baby genetically tied to me in any way. Does this make sense?
On the website, I have explained that I am currently pregnant, and how I wouldn't be ready until January 2010. So I truly have given this alot of thought. But I have not researched it extensively. I posted my info page before learning about the whole "my egg but your sperm" part of it all. And I have to say again...I couldn't do that, I just couldn't do it.
Lastly, for those of you that know me, you know that my intentions would not be based on a "financial gain". But knowing that someone cannot have a child breaks my heart after loving Will the way I do. What if I couldn't have conceived Will? What if a surrogate had carried him for me? What if a surrogate had carried your child for you? Would you not be greatful?
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